recurring dreams mom driving in a car

in my dream i am with my mom driving in a car and she is not paying attention to her driving, she is talking and looking at me. For some reason i am in a dazed state as if i am almost asleep or really tired. I see the crash coming but don't do anything about it, so we crash into the car in front of us at a red light. she continues to drive and says if we crash again we will die because the whole front end will come up to us. So she keeps driving and we end up at a school where i start playing with the little kids, when my mom asks some women i have never seen in my life if there are any good places to eat, the women replies Chico's Tacos is right up the road then i wake up.

I have had recurring dreams i have gotten into a car accident with my mom or both of my parents, it is starting to bother me I am 17 years old and bipolar. i don't know if that has anything to do with the dreams but maybe. I also have a lot of dreams where i am in that dazed state of mind to where i have been so disoriented that i fall down, and sometimes cant get up without help. I just need to know whats going on in my head to make me dream like this. Also if u have time i have had dreams lately where i am dropping children and baby's but the baby is okay, don't understand and no i am not pregnant .

meaning of hospital dreams

So I had the weirdest dream last night. I still very upset over it. It made no sense at all. It started off with me being asked out by an ex friend of mine, I stay away from him because he's betrayed our friendship by hanging out with the company he used to try to keep me away from. (he's always tried to win me back though as a friend, and he's now dating a friend of mine who I'm not so fond off because she's in that company and tried to ruin my life) So in the dream he tells me he wants to date me (when I'm already committed, and that he'll leave her for me) I rejected him. Then next part of the dream is where he and his girl are over at my house, and they have a BABY, their baby. At a point I tell them I'm going to the loo and in the dream I had two windows close by which can get a person in from the loo the bedroom to the loo. So as weird as it may sound they said something like if the baby tries to get in the loo catch it. Next thing I see is a hand from the bathroom window (ex friends hand with the baby) he drops the baby in the loo. Baby falls and the heads bleeding. They blame me for it, like I killed the baby! I felt it was his source of 'revenge' for rejecting him. I then go to my boyfriend for help and somehow I get to know he's had sex with my grandmother. I got so angry at her first and she taunted me saying that I always told her he's so committed to me. (which he IS in real life!) then I got up.This dream has upset me so much. I've also just been admitted out of hospital for acute septic tonsils and I don't sleep well at night, could it have to do with that? WHAT DOES THIS DREAM MEAN?

meaning of dreams devil playhouse

I'm in the devil's playhouse. A house of elastic and oneiric voices coming from all ends. It started as I arrived to the house, pulling up in a car. Then i see a man who lucidly changes to a face in the wall. Inside, i walk up the steps ( a long stair case with a set of both sides of the walls and who's colors pulsated vitality... there was myriads of pink.) I started taking orders from this almighty voice speaking, just so he would have sex with me. The another man, fully dressed in a black suit, kept saying to me "shomo, shomo". Then I am packing, terrified and wanting to leave, but i can't... everything is secure and locked up like a prison. But then i look at the window again and it's wide open so I slide out and start packing the car to which two men in black suits start helping me. It sunny outside until i stop and look at one of the men (now it is very cloudy) and say, "I'm never gonna be able to leave, am I?" He just smiles. and I wake up.

meaning of dreams past girlfriend

i had a dream about a past girlfriend that i had fallen in love with for the only time in my life last year. And no matter how she treats me bad or good i still would do anything to get her backwell this was the dream it was short all i remember was seeing her face and she was far prettier than any girl i have seen in that dreambut she was extremely different yet i still knew it was herher hair was flowing in this unrealistic almost anime wayit was 2 tones of blue one was a navy the other a teal colorand her skin was flawless and she rolled her eyes to me and smiled and thats all i remember

monk dream

I had somehow met a monk, who i became very good friends with. Another older monk came into the dream, and I was talking, and then, I was explaining the loss of a very good friend, and I started to cry. I buried my face into his robes, and he told me to let it all out. He patted me on the back and let me cry. Later in the dream, the monks were gone, and I was near the woods on a road. I was about to go into the woods, and a deer ran into me. My hand was covered in white residue, where upon the deer turned around, and told me that it tasted good, and then ran off. I entered the woods with a dog and more deer running. I began to run to, as i was in danger of someone chasing me. A small dog, of darker color was running beside me, and was looking for a way to "save" me. The flashlights from the people following me became closer and closer, and we ended up near a creek, and I didn't know where else to turn, so i laid in the creek, belly down, and pretended as if I were dead. The dog looked forlornly at me. The last thing I remember was trying to breathe in the water without making bubbles.

broken keys dream

I have recently dreamt about lots of keys that are broken, I am standing with the round piece of the key in my hand and the front part of the key is inside the door, they are apart. The keys did not have a specific colour or look. But there were various keys in the dream not just one. I was standing in different places with different broken keys in my hand and different doors with the broken keys inside them

die matrix dreams

In my dream I was going to die or be attacked by something negative but my mouth was fused shut. Like in the "matrix". I was trying to scream but no one could hear me. I remember thinking that maybe if i screamed loud enough maybe my parents who live two floors above me would hear me. but almost no sound came out b/c my lips were fused. I tried using my new ipod that i bought but it wasn't working. I had spent alot of time setting it up and making sure it worked right but when i needed it to work it kept breaking and messing up. and the more i tried to scream or use my ipod, the more stressful it got b/c i knew i was going to die and i was not able to communicate with anyone... no one could hear me

I am 27 have a great job that i love and wonderful friends and family... thats why this doesn't make sense

Philadelphia dreams

In my Dream i was in Philadelphia with my family my mom, sister, my aunt and her 3 children but she don't even travel she live in Dominican Republic, i was asking her why we didn't go out if we went to Philadelphia to have fun. In front of the apartment were we was the beach was in front of us it was like the ocean. then when i open the door were we can see the ocean a tsunami was coming and i don't know how to swim and i was praying oh my lord, then my sister get frustrated she through her self thought the water because she knows how to swim my i get in top of the door because i was scared my mom was crying when my sister through her self wit the water and i run crying looking for my sister.

meaning of dreams black box

I was in this house looking for a black box that was supposivel in one of the walls. Im not sure why i was looking for the box. Its was me and two or three other people. We went up stairs and started to cut through the walls. The walls were paper thin. The house was very old too. As we were cutting into the walls it started to get very cold and my breath began to get very short like there was a spirit in there that didnt want us to be in there. We found this back room and as soon as somone stepped into the back room i felt like someone was right on top of me tellin me to leave. This was extrem;y terrifying. I say that we need to leave now. We go outside and across the street is the Arch Angel Michael. He looks over at as and spreads his wings and flys away very fast. Once he flew away the cold air and my shortness of breath went away. Then the dream was over

meaning of walmart dream

I was at walmart with my parents. My mom told me to stay at the doors and she gave me a sharp object and told me to use it if i needed it. I stayed there for a while, but then i walked away. I turned back around and in my place was a young boy. Then just seconds later, he was murdered. There was blood everywhere and he was twisted and distorted. I didn't know by whom the murder was done at the time, but i witness it. I asked the door greeter at walmart who it was and she said that they didn't know who it was. But that it was a clown and a mime. I went outside and looked up at the low prices sign. The clown and the mime were there. I went back in and told the door greeter. We came back out and they had disappeared. They were on the food side, only there weren't real. They were painted there. Then i "woke up" and i went through the house. It was 6 in the morning. The lights were on and i was looking for my mom. I yelled for her but she never yelled back. I couldn't find her. So i started to sit down in the living room floor when i heard a knock on the door. I looked up and the clown was looking in. Trying to get in. Then i woke up. I looked at my phone. It was 6 in the morning.

I'm a 16 year old female. The night that I had this dream was on November 6, 2009. The day after my one year 8 month anniversary with my boyfriend.

meaning of sad death dreams

I have been constantly dreaming of my elder son bringing great sadness to us for his various failures and have even wished him dead in my dreams.

My son is 15 years old, very aggressive and not inclined to study

boyfriend dream

i had a dream about my boyfriend. in the dream he was not my boy friend he was a good friend of mines and we were talkin cause i secretly ;loved him and then i found out he wasdatin this fat girl and then i went and asked him and he said yes and i cried and then i went some where and some boys were harassing me wanting to touch me and he came and helped me out and then we talked. what does that mean?

Halloween movies dream

Recently I have been dreaming about the man from the Halloween movies, micheal myers. In my first dream I was stuck in a house and I always have someone with me who gets away and I get left there. Finally I got the farthest I've ever been and just gave up and I fell to the ground. He was walking up to me and I was crying saying I give up I give up. then he picked me up and gave me a hug and I told him I loved him. Then I woke up. Two nights later I had another dream about him. I was running from him in this hospital. he was trying to kill me with a little garden shovel. he stabbed me a couple times but I got away. later in the dream he was at my house with my eleven year old brother. I was very confused. I walked in and he just stared at me. I told my brother to go to his room and to keep all lights on and to lock the door. micheal then picked me up and took me to my room and told me everything was going to be ok. he then kissed me and I woke up. By these dreams I'm really confused bc I have no idea why he is in my dreams.

meaning of scary dreams

I am not very into celebrities or gossip or anything but i had a dream that i have had every night for a week adding new information everytime like it is a bit longer everytime. I had this dream on October 14th
It is October 18th and I am walking through the (airport/hotel/New York City) *changes every night* and I run into a guy and we both drop our stuff so we help each other pick up our stuff and I look at him and he looks familiar but i can't place why. He asks for my number so I give it to him and he texts me later that day
this was in the dream but i don't know why but it was october 21st and this guy that i have a class with asked me out for this saturday but i didn't know if i should say yes because daniel and i had been talking practically non stop since we met. (IN REAL LIFE THIS GUY AT MY SCHOOL REALLY DID ASK ME OUT ON OCTOBER 21ST. I WAS REALLY FREAKED OUT)
a couple months later I am dating this guy who happens to be Daniel only its a secret. My friend asks to hang out that night and i say i cant cause i have a date and she asks with who and i say that i have been kind of dating someone for a while now and she asks who so i tell her because that night he is meant to be picking me up to take me to the premiere of his new broadway show (when i started having this dream I didn't even know that he was doing anything besides the harry potter movies until yesterday when i researched it more but it turns out he really is doing broadway) i told her because that was meant to be our first time out in public together but my friend doesn't believe me
a year later on December 12 he calls me and asks what my favorite restaurant is and i tell him what it is but that it is closed now and he says he has to go and will pick me up later for another date. He flies me to houston texas (i've never been there i dont know why there) and he has recreated my favorite restaurants food in a california pizza kitchen that he rented for the night and he tells me that he has been looking into my religion and wants to convert and we talk about that for a while and then he proposes.
A long while later we are in a way nice place in New York with five kids (so our fourth son is named after Daniel *i never knew what his middle name was till i looked it up and found i was right and i have never heard any of those other names before besides andromeda because i really like that one for a girl and heard it in a book a while ago) and i am working in the UN (which i have never considered) and Daniel is more of a stay at home dad cause he works only at nights acting on broadway three days a week.
THE END.
It scares me about all the details and almost made me think it was going to happen the other day but when nothing did I want to know what it really means. Please Please help me it is really scary how many details i didnt know i knew and i dont know where i would have learned them at all.

meaning of department store dreams

Last night I had a dream where I was in kohls department store (which is where I used to work till a few months ago) it was storming like crazy and It looked like the world was going to end outside. When I tried to go out to my car lightning kept trying to stike me, like there was someone in the sky waiting for me to come out so they could strike me. And then I started driving but couldnt see eventhough the rain had calmed down, I thought it was beause I didnt have my glasses on, so I then put them on and I still couldnt see. I was driving on busy roads pretty fast, looking for the right freeway to get on, but I couldnt see anything, it was almost just a blur. I try breaking at all the red lights but I cant, my breaks are bad and i push so hard on those breaks with my foot but they just wont work. I almost hit cars many times but never do, but I also never come to a complete stop. I just remember being scared and lost and almost dying all the time.


This is a reoccuring dream I have from time to time, but sometimes there are slight differences, like me being in a different store or looking for a different place.

dream of broke up wedding

I had a dream last night that I broke up with my boyfriend of two years. I went grocery shopping and realized I had made a huge mistake. Then all of a sudden I was at a wedding, A HUGE wedding and I was in the wedding party. All I could do was cry. Then He called me because I was supposed to have dinner with his family. I asked him if it was still okay that I come because I wanted to talk to him and try to get him to take me back. He said that it wasn't a good idea. I began to beg him to take me back. At that point my phone went off and I woke up. This is really upsetting me.


I have had at least 2 dreams where we have broken up in the last month.

dream of a friend

I dreamed of a friend of mine who is a man. In my dreams, we were always walking holding each other. It occurred between 7am to 9am. It happened 4 times and in my dreams we were in different locations.

funeral dream

It's the day of my funeral and no one's there. There's a banner that says "R.I.P. Beth" and the only person there is the spirit of Patty. My best freind is at his house in Pomona with my other friend, his girl friend, sitting in the car she's been wanting, a honda civic, smoking a blunt. My mom and dad are sitting at home watching TV. I look around outside, and there's christmas lights all over.

meaning of hawks dreams

"I was laying in bed, next to a big window, when 2 hawks, one grey (obviously the female) and a white with red wing and tail feathers (male) landed in front of the window. I open the window a little and they came nearer, playing with my finger, not biting, just nibling, I opened the window wider and the flew in. But as they landed they changed in to cats, the grey one walk off to where my son layed on the groun and started playing with him, The male, red and white, started rubbing and playing with me, and everywhere I go this cat comes. It does not bite or hiss, just purr and staying close. After I when to the lounge where other people are sitting, I pick up the cat to take back to the room. In the room they climed out of the window and changed back to hawks and flew away."


I am 47, single, white woman and stay with my son, 16 alone in a small flat. My life is very quite, I do not go out very often, no male friends. Work is not to stressfull, but the days is getting long and tiring. I've hurt myself spring cleaning the flat past weekend, my back and neck, and sleep a bit difficultly. I don't have any other problems, maybe a bit financially, but who does not. This dream is confusing me, as I never before dreamed of hawks or cat for that matter, although I do have a big black cat.

I keep dreaming of a guy that I like

I keep dreaming of a guy that I like.We went to homecoming together and I thought we were hitting it off.I have known him for 5 years now.I told him that I liked him but he didn't feel the same.Things got akward for a bit afterwards.We didn't talk for about 1 month.We recently started talking to one another.Ever since then I have had a reoccuring dream of marrying him and spending the rest of my life with him.I don't know what this means.

darkness Natasha dream

Natasha comes back downstairs, (I don’t remember if she was with someone)I follow her upstairs – to darkness (kind of like a cluttered attic)I attempt to figure out what causes the darknessShe freezes with the look that something / someone is behind me,I get cold chills.Dream ends: I wake up.
(Natasha is my dad’s pet husky, she has seizers)(Felt recurring: like I’ve been there before)

my daughter dreams

good day, dream was like this. my last daughter n i were going to a place.i put on a dress on her n looks like thre is a cow shed ,there was a gate keeper my daughter went through the openings,but i could not go in.however there was a gate open as i crawl back.at the front of me there is a large pond full of ornamental fish normally can be found on chinese business premises.but this beuyiful fish are so colourfull and are so many rushing towards me and on the other side a drove of ducks r packed n are leaving.this fish are were big orange and silver coloured and looked very fresh

10 dreams

I was searching for a photo camera, in an old shop, it had shelves, and they contained a bunch of old papers and books, they were bursting, they were very messy too, then an elderly woman (she was the sales girl) had a piece of cardboard on the table which said ( $5 and $10) and i was asking her how much a pink camera was, and she said it was $5, i was in this shop with my friend btw. The old lady, had a neat bun and she was wearing a loose green shirt, and brown linen pants, she had wrinkled skin but she looked really kind, then I chose the pink camera, and i payed her the money, and just as we were about to leave this young woman jumped inside screaming wildly, and she started attacking the poor old woman, the old woman started beating her with a stick. then the dream stopped and i woke up.

Dream 2.
I found myself in a nightclub and everything was dark and the club was very crowded, i was dressed in a very tarty outfit. a Male placed his hand on my lower back and he was smiling at me. There was an absolute darkness in there, and alot of noise and people, Green lazers too. Then i found myself in a Jeep, in the backseat, talking to Ciara (the hip hop artist) and she was dressed in black and a blue tie. she looked relaxed and she was smiling at me. then suddently i found myself in a party where everybody was dressed in red, the people where all brunettes dancing in red short dresses they looked happy also.

Dream 3.
I was at home with my eldest sister, The house seemed quite and peaceful, the balconies were closed, then suddently i open the balcony and sunlight comes through, i stand in the balcony admiring the sun and right next to me there was a window and i saw a big pig coming out of it. it wasnt flying or anything it was just there, half outside and half inside. it looked ugly. then i closed the balcony and my sister opened it, i kept closing and she kept opening, but i was disgusted because whenever i open it i see the pig.

Dream 4.
I was chatting on my computer, outside the sun was setting, then i look over my shoulder and i see the curtain (on it) where 5 scorpions, they weren't big or anything but they looked horrible. i got scared and tried to shake them off the curtain, but no use.. then i went out into the other balcony and i saw a black spider with very long legs and a red head coming towards me, walking sideways, i started panicking, then suddently i find myself in an empty room, all white and i start to choke and i cough up blood.

Dream 5.

The sun was setting, and i was sitting in a limosine with a swedish girl, i was talking in swedish too (i dont remember what i said) the girl had blonde haiir and she looked incredibly young, then the sky turned into a cobalt blue, and there were alot of stars in the sky. back at home my mum was dressed in a purple dress and she was barefoot sitting in the balcony, she told me to leave before its 8 o'clock. then me and the swedish girl, we left in a limosine, but this time there were 2 guys with her.

Dream 6.

i walked into a bar, walked down a few steps and i see this guy i dated a couple of times, he smiles at me and tells me he has cancer, he tells me this news and he is not bothered by it at all, infact he was smiling. then i went off to a bathroom, it was big and white, and this blonde woman with curls and a black coat came in and told me, forget the past you don't need it, and she tore a black and white photograph and she flushed it down the toilet. then she gave me an apple.

Dream 7.

i was on the bus with 2 men, next to my house one of them was wearing a thick red framed glasses, the other one i do not remember his face. as the bus was moving i was screaming HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME, i was more crying them than actually screaming them with rage or anger, i felt helpless.

Dream 8.
Me and my mother were in the middle of nowehere. with only 1 shop in sight. my mom decided to buy food, she comes out with a brown bag.. We both drive off and come near a deserted haunted house, i felt an extreme sense of fearmy heart was pouding in my ears, i start begging my mom not to go in there, but she doesnt listen to me, i keep begging her, i say please around a 50 times.. but for nothing, coz she went in, then i heard a scream, i tried to peer thro the window but no use, the piece of iron that was under my feet collapsed and i fell in a hole. this dream scared me so much i spent my whole day in a horrible mood.

Dream 9.

im walking in a forest with a guy, he had a tanned skin.. then suddently in the sticky soil i see a bright yellow really long and thick cobra moving around. it didnt harm us or anything, the guy smiles at me.

Dream 10.

me and my mom were in an aeroplane and my mom was barefoot and the sun was setting..

Dream 11.

i was talking to a guy with long hair, round glasses and he kissed me, then i was in my mom's bedroom and it was in total darkness, the bedsheets were green and my sister was lying on the bed with my mom, they looked unconscious.. then i went to a reception area and it was so well lit, and this brunette woman told me the party was cancelled, then i found myself in a maze. the ground was brown soil, and there was a solid grey door infront of me i opened it and found the long haired guy with glasses, we started kissing and he sat down on a chair. and i was on his lap..

yellow snakes dreams

i love snakes .. i love to see them in real... i like snake programs .. in alll i m not afraid of snakes. i have been having dreams about snake from child hood ... from some month there were no dreams of snakes ... but y/day night i had dream of huge cluster of snakes in mud ... everybody is following that .... mostly there are yellow snake .. one yellow snake hanging from a tree passed by me... after that a small black snake approched me but i manage to save myself from bite.

gothic snakes bites dreams

i love snakes .. i love to see them in real... i like snake programs .. in alll i m not afraid of snakes. i have been having dreams about snake from child hood ... from some month there were no dreams of snakes ... but y/day night i had dream of huge cluster of snakes in mud ... everybody is following that .... mostly there are yellow snake .. one yellow snake hanging from a tree passed by me... after that a small black snake approched me but i manage to save myself from bite.

gothic

meaning of dreams big ship

i was on a big ship going to another country me and some gentlemen i don't now but one is my boyfriend i went to the top deck of the ship and sit down and start singing but the ship was racking because the wave was a little rough then the ship dock i had to walk through clean blue green water and hold on to a rope but i run through the water but the man that i was with get across and turn back after i loos the rope that i had to hold on

black cat dreams

saw a black cat is sitting beside me and I got really scared but it doesn't harm me. And I saw another brown fatty cat is coming by shouting to the black cat. But the black cat slowly touches the paws of the brown one and control it very well to his order. I got scared.

relationship and ocean dreams

i've been dreaming of a wide ocean lately(it was i think 4 times already) for those early two dreams i had, i'm inside this big ship wandering around looking for my mother and i ended up in a big pool inside that ship and i could see them enjoying splashing waters, i was invited to but i prefer to stay away and i suddenly see myself inside a place where hard machines pumps are heard and seen.and the third was i'm floating in the sea like i and those other 2 person(i dunno them) were in a race. at first i ignored all of them but this fourth dream i had is different a bit, i am watching the ship now and we are both in a deep water. then as i turn around i found myself with my boyfriend and sister in our mom's bedroom which was the actual pace i'm sleeping together my sis. the weird thing there is that my boyfriend is making me jeaous through my sister kissing her legs and we like broke up in that dream.. it kinda bother me though cause right now were a bit unstable in this relationship. thnx

meaning of school dreams

I am a 22 year old married woman, no kids. I have these recurrent dreams that I am at school. I have had these dreams for a long time now. It's not a nightmare they are just dreams. I have dreamed that I'm single and go to Elementary school, Secondary school, or High School and I always see my school mates and some teachers in my dreams and I talk and even yoke with them. I have also dreamed that I'm already married but for some reason I have to go back to school, I even see myself with my uniforms from school. These dreams didn't bother me that much before but now I'm just really curios on why do I dream that almost every three or so nights a week. Somebody please help!

I finished High School but didn't go to University because I didn't want to, so it's not like I DESIRE to go back to school

village in Greece Dream

Last night i dreamed that I was trying to get to my village in Greece (i am in Sydney) which is located at the back of a mountain, to get there you have to pass 3 other villages and its a long way to walk.It was night and I was walking passing each village and i wasnt scared because the light from the houses gave me comfort.The dream fast forwarded and i found myself not far from the village but it was pitch black, i wasnt going to go any further as i am terrified of the dark but i remembered i had my mobile phone with me which gave me a tiny bit of light. I looked at my feet and i could see that i was walking down the dirt road (only now its actually cement) and next to me there was what seemed to be a female Leopard, i was afraid at first because, before i switched to this dream, I was dreaming that the leopard was protecting her cubs from me. In this dream it was next to me but its like it was guiding me or protecting me, with her there was a small, maybe 6 month old cub and something made me look back and i watched her pick up another tiny cub with her teeth what looked like a newborn. I felt safe at that stage but i was still uneasy of the dark. Eventually i came to the village but just before i did i almost made a wrong turn to go down the mountain and something told me that was not the way. The leopard vanished before i got close to the houses, and i eventually came to were i was staying, which of course, like most my dreams looked nothing like the real place.

I am a 25 year old female and have been experiencing nightmares and Sleep Paralysis basically since i was born. I have a fear of the dark, ever since i can remember myself, i have never been in a relationship and that frustrates me lately and i've suffered from depression for almost 10 years and no im not on meds. I always have dreams that make no sense whatsoever including catastrophes, some which have actually come true. But i would like to know what this dream means.

unsettling swamp dreams

This is not my first time I have been in an unsettling swamp.
In these same swamps of Louisiana. At least that's what I first assumed when I awoke...the place had the compelling atmosphere as did most of my dreams but I feel it might have something to do with my present dreams of the swamp.In the {first} dream...it seemed I was to be in Louisiana; right in the middle of a horror movie.I saw a woman screaming in a kind of way any typical damsel in distress would scream from the sight of a horrible monster.But a monster wasn't the case. The scene was black and white. Horrid vegetation surrounded the raised houses built over the swamps and Creole people swept there porches. A vision quite unsettling. But the feeling was quaint.The fragile woman had just witnessed a Creole man killing a small boy in the woods of a swamp.But I feel they were already dead to begin with. [Ghostly and repetitive projections of the horrid memory.]She ran screaming franticly back to the Creole people, telling them what happened. {My memory of this past dream has become quite vague}but I believe the people continued with their pointless sweeping. as if the woman was not even there...sadly that is all I remember of that dream and I'm not sure if it has any thing to with the other two swamp dreams;but if it does, I will have a missing piece to a perhaps life changing puzzle for my reality.

Visions of a Journey
In this second swamp dream, it was mostly semi-quick visions.{this might not be the most accurate}What I recall of it, hues of grey in the trees, sky, and muddy waters, a mixture of fog and shadows blended together in the wood's background… the feeling of it all was mysterious and disturbing. {Disturbing in a way viewed by other people, in my view this is what I call mellow.}




Quick visions of a journey through my eyes. And a fade to black.Suddenly... a visual of lush bright green moss fields around a literally breathe taking birds eye view of gothic ruins covered in abundant plant life.And behind it green and autumn trees in darkness; all in the light of a morning sun rising from the far right side of the sky.In the moment I knew it was a dream. But the quick sight of that beautiful place...well in my best words the feeling felt unearthly and I say this very literally.Since I was awake and still dreaming this I was aware of my senses. Hearing, touch, taste, smells.It might have just been a hallucination. Like the time I was sick and I was lucidly dreaming that I actually I was holding the television remote and feeling the buttons.But this feeling....felt like it actually "touched" my soul. [During the sight of it I felt I couldn't breathe as I slept]When I awoke, I had hoped I would dream this dream again.But the next night I did not.it was only the morning after that I did; but for some odd reason the lucid and vivid dreams only happen when I was asleep in my mothers bed, which was around 7 in the morning.Not in my own bed in the comfort and sanctuary of my own home. Perhaps the reason for that is because of my silly reason of putting in a movie before I sleep and not watching it at 12 o..clock at night...the noise from it might have interfered with my dreaming session.Whatever the case...as I tried so very hard to start dreaming again that morning in my mother's bed. I could not,
{too may thoughts.} I only started dreaming when I stopped trying to anticipate them.Then it began. My lucid dreams.{ Dreams that allow me to take control of some situations that might occur.}

Morbid Wonderlandthis dream was most bizarre. But is one in particular that I hoped for long ago.A twisted version of Alice in wonderland. Twisted indeed. But alas my memories of these dreams that only were this morning have become quite vague as most dreams do.I only remember the vivid and compelling parts.This dream was very psychedelic. I didn't wander in woods as Alice did until the end of the dream. But the curious part wasthings happened in the exact order of the book "Alice's adventures in wonderland." until I took control of a situation.My Alice fell a long way but not seeing shelves with maps books and marmalade.Something even more curious. She was falling through a changing checkered ambiance along with other falling objects that I could not make out.Then it was fading to black.and the little room that my Alice could not get into made her feel so terrible she took a razorblade and slit het wrists crying madly...but I feel that I made her do that, for you see, it was my mad desire for a twisted wonderland dream and my semi-conscience control over the events. {But this isn't how I wanted to envision it. not in psychedelic colors that looked like it came off of a hippie poster. }That's when all things came out of order and i met the queen early. Only it was not the ridiculous red queen from the story of Alice's adventures.the red queen was maleficent from sleeping beauty. {The evil villainess who created a spinning wheel and spindle on which the princess, Aurora, pricks her finger and falls into a deep sleep.}Her patience with my Alice's obnoxious crying and cutting made her as irritable as the original red queen that ordered decapitation to those all around her.Only maleficent ordered that my Alice be dismembered.So she was taken apart like a little doll which was what her dismemberment looked exactly like.Her limbs were put into different maroon colored barrels and her head and torso were put in to a separate barrel.Some how she was put together but stuck in the little house like in the story.Then it was a complete fade to black on to the next dream...
The swamp dream.

Unearthly Destination
It was the daytime, perhaps mid morning in the same grey, desolate, and depressing swamp.
Only this time an elderly Creole man appeared as if ripped right out of a grainy black and white movie and projected before me. I said to him,
"Sir, do you know of that path right there?" I pointed at a muddy man made path that stuck out in the bleak darkness.
It looked very thin; like it was covering a giant hole for me to fall in to.
{When I saw it I had a strong feeling that I had seen it before; possibly in the last dream of the swamp.}
When he spoke the words became visions. Like a flashback scene in some movies.
"That there path is what you need to take to get to ----" he said. The word I can't remember but it was the name of the gorgeous ruins that I once saw before. And it felt like I herd it before like it was the name of a famous place or something in that case.
I woke up but yet still dreaming. Having this extremely convincing feeling that it was real but in the very back of my mind I knew it wasn't. I got out of bed and asked my mother if there was such a place called, ----- in Louisiana. Her answer was blurred.
"and beyond there is a place something more," he continued. I then saw a place shrouded in darkness just north of the beautiful ruins. I wanted to know what it was however he did not give me a clear answer. Nonetheless it compelled my curiosity in the way you would feel to know what its like to do something you have always wanted to do but was forbidden. A temping sin if you will.
After he spoke I crawled through the mud to get through the path; only using the muscles in my arms to pull my way through. Staying no more than on the left side for fear something terrible might happen if I crawled through the middle. [perhaps what he said had something to do with why I was crawling]
Glimpses of myself being in the man's house on top of the swamp appeared and went as I was crawling.
It was in a gray hue [as was everything else] completely made of dead wood. I was in the small bathroom and I saw a mirror; however this vision lasted not even half a second so I could not see what I looked like in it. The dream then faded to black.
I abruptly opened my eyes; a reason I did not have as to why but I started to wander back into my realm of dreams almost instantly.
I was on my knees on top of the lush marsh ground that was completely covered with velvet green moss like an ever green meadow that lead to my goal destination; the ruins.
It was so much to bear. The sight of it itself felt too immense to handle. I started to feel weight on my heart {in real life as I was dreaming.} the ground I sat on began to shake like an earthquake, moving up and down. I 'literally' felt an unworldly force pulling my soul away from my body the more I looked at my beautiful destination. [In reality I was slowly starting to feel like I couldn't breathe as I dreamt this.] and as my soul was being taken I saw a face of some sort in the darkness. Like a shapeless visage in the air.
Then it was fade to black…
And I really did wake up.