I had a dream where my best friend, her boyfriend, many other people whom I can't remember, and I were all in a hotel room of sorts. Morgan and Jas started kissing on the bed and it really upset me so I ended up hiding underneath the bed. Everyone else in the room took the side of Morgan and Jas and said I was overreacting. I told my Morgan to stop kissing him in front of me because it really hurts when I even think about them together, and they both said no.
Then suddenly we were walking somewhere (I'm not sure where) and Jas started talking about certain things he didn't like. I remember stating "don't say anything about Obama!" but he then did (they are quite conservative while I am a liberal) and I got very upset with him and mentioned to my friend Taylor (who had at some point joined us) that I had some strong words for him, and then randomly just looked at Jas and said "well you know what, I hate jesus so I guess we're even"
I have no idea where that came from and then Jas gets very angry at me and starts yelling. I explain to him that it's perfectly fine for him to have his opinion, but I just wasn't raised religiously so that's what I thought. Morgan was at this point torn, because she agrees with me but doesn't want Jas to be mad at her. And that's when I woke up
Some things about my life that could have to do with this:
I don't see Morgan very often (she lives in a different state) but she is definitely my best friend.
I've never met Jas but I've talked to him and he is a nice boy, but ever since Morgan started dating him she's changed and I don't like that.
I found out that Morgan and Jas have had sexual intercourse around April (it's July now) and this fact still bugs me for some reason.
There is a man I know who is older than me and lives in a different country, however, he is one of my closest friends and I have strong romantic feelings for him. This man has a physical relationship with another girl, but has told me multiple times that nothing will happen between them.
I don't want to have these feelings for this man anymore, but at the same time, I'm scared to try to stop the feelings.
I get hurt very easily as I am quite emotionally sensitive.
I am 16 years old and a female.
I am relatively happy with my life except for the situation with Morgan and the situation with the man I mentioned earlier.
I have never been in a relationship.
I get a secret happy jolt when others break up out of relationships because I get very jealous of my friends who have guys crawling over them.
Then suddenly we were walking somewhere (I'm not sure where) and Jas started talking about certain things he didn't like. I remember stating "don't say anything about Obama!" but he then did (they are quite conservative while I am a liberal) and I got very upset with him and mentioned to my friend Taylor (who had at some point joined us) that I had some strong words for him, and then randomly just looked at Jas and said "well you know what, I hate jesus so I guess we're even"
I have no idea where that came from and then Jas gets very angry at me and starts yelling. I explain to him that it's perfectly fine for him to have his opinion, but I just wasn't raised religiously so that's what I thought. Morgan was at this point torn, because she agrees with me but doesn't want Jas to be mad at her. And that's when I woke up
Some things about my life that could have to do with this:
I don't see Morgan very often (she lives in a different state) but she is definitely my best friend.
I've never met Jas but I've talked to him and he is a nice boy, but ever since Morgan started dating him she's changed and I don't like that.
I found out that Morgan and Jas have had sexual intercourse around April (it's July now) and this fact still bugs me for some reason.
There is a man I know who is older than me and lives in a different country, however, he is one of my closest friends and I have strong romantic feelings for him. This man has a physical relationship with another girl, but has told me multiple times that nothing will happen between them.
I don't want to have these feelings for this man anymore, but at the same time, I'm scared to try to stop the feelings.
I get hurt very easily as I am quite emotionally sensitive.
I am 16 years old and a female.
I am relatively happy with my life except for the situation with Morgan and the situation with the man I mentioned earlier.
I have never been in a relationship.
I get a secret happy jolt when others break up out of relationships because I get very jealous of my friends who have guys crawling over them.
