dream dog cage

 I went somewhere to rent a house or just a room. I found myself in a backyard of a man's workplace. He dropped pieces of food to his cats. they started eating. As soon as they finished, a big angry black dog came out of a cage, in which the cats were also living. The cats were frightened and led into the cage by the dog. The dog went into the cage too. at that moment, I felt pity for the cats and wondering how they can live with this situation.

 I'm a 32 yo man, lost my job and spent almost all my money, in hope of immigrating to another country but still nothing. I believed I can get whatever I want by being optimistic and positive but I gained nothing despite all positive thoughts and gratitude.

dog dream

 i am out walking my dog on a warm sunny day and we turn into the woods for some shade , as i enter the woods the sun has gone and is replaced with the moon, but the moon red as blood, sad and crying huge gasping sobs and as i approach the clearing i look up through the canopy of trees and the tears of the moon fall like rain but they are black as ink and as the drops land on me it covers me like tar , I try to pull it off my skin and this make me bleed, the dof then laps at the dripping wound then walks away rearing up on hind legs to wlak like a man and takes the form of my older brother who turns and snarls at me then attacks, We fight each other until he is slain and as i look from my black and bloody hands to my dead brother his body takes the form of the dog lifeless and bleeding at my feet .

this is a reoccuring dream i have had for many years since being a child ....it's always the same ....i am 33, female , married, 4 children ...i worry about everything even little things, i'm not a good sleeper , i don't work i'm a full time stay home mum and my marriage is a little stormy .