meaning of recurring dreams

 i have this recurring dream these past weeks. The setting is always inside a church and i am there to hear the mass.In some cases i have companions but for the last one, i was on my own. Either before or during the mass, i would search for the presence of this person in his usual place or somewhere nearby looking around that area and wonder where he is or why he is not there playing the piano for the mass. In previous dreams with the same setting, i always see him in that place or somewhere inside or i would observe that he is looking my way also. But lately, while scanning the same area, i don't see him - he is not around. and i would be thinking for some reasons why he is not there.
Other info: I don't personally know this person but i dote on him though it's not obvious. I'm single, in my mid forties but this man is fiften years my junior. I regularly see this man once or twice a week in the same setting - church because he is the musician.