meaning of dreams: school date

I have the same dream over and over! It is driving me nuts. It is about a boy I liked 30 years ago in school. I have a dream that I am trying my best to get him to date me and totally ignoring the fact that I have a husband and 2 kids. I finally get him to date and even have sex with me, it bothers him I am married, but doesn't seem to bother me. I have not seen this boy since elementary school!