meaning of pregnant dream

in my meaning of dream i am pregnant at the beach with the man iam pregnant by a wave comes in kills everyone but us two i always find a way to make some sort of floating device that looks like it has angel wings on it sometimes it does kill me and the man im pregnant by then kills himself because he doesnt want ti live without me and without our baby and other times it doesnt and he doesnt the catch is ive had this dream multiple times and there is two different men iam pregnant by.

one is my best friend we both love eacother very much and the other man is an ex who i still care about